By: Haullie Free Volker
It’s 12am midnight and I cannot sleep.
Got an achey ole body from my head to my feet.
My muscles keep twitchin.
Don’t know what to do.
And crap, oh no, now it feels like the flu.
My hair’s falling out and the showering hurts.
I got major gas, I.B.S. and I burp.
This crabby darn head of mine won’t stop the aching.
Is it hot, warm, cold? Oh great now I’m shaking.
The pins and the needles they poke me all day.
My joints are so stiff I’ll just call it a day.
Lay in bed till I’m bored and watch too much TV.
This isn’t the life that I wanted for me.
Nausea, puking all over the floor.
Why does it hurt just to open the door?
Some doctors listen and others are jerks.
Medication should help; side effects are the worst.
My jaw just locked up and my chest pains attack.
What I wouldn’t give to have my body back?
Tender points feel like a stab in the side.
Keeps me from functions, and going outside.
Weather is crazy, I cannot adjust.
A self heated blanket and socks are a must.
Chores make me feel like I ran 18 miles.
All I did was put laundry in neat little piles!!!
Don’t eat this, don’t drink that, do this they say.
What if I want to enjoy my damn day?
So sick of these things that I do to keep up.
Get lost Fibromyalgia, I think I’ve had enough.

About Michelle Arbore

I am 36 years old, married for 8 years and have an almost 3 year old, Michael Richard. We also have two cats (Anibel & Mama). I own my own social media management and coaching business that allows me to work from home. I like to read, listen to music, take photos, learn new things, shop, watch TV and spend time with family and friends. I also suffer from Fibromyalgia. I have suffered from this disease for over 15 years now. I started my blog so I could have a place to vent about what I am feeling. It has turned into a place where I post information about this disease, talk about books that I am reading about Fibro, and getting to meet other people who suffer from this.
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